coming back to work after a several day hiatus sucked, it seemed like i was doing everything wrong (it doesn’t help that my boss isn’t the type of person to mention all the good things i do, just constantly tell me what i’ve done wrong) and i was on the edge of crying a few times. (it hasn’t been uncommon for me to cry to zak after work lately) i’ve been endlessly stressed out for the past few weeks :(

after work, zak and i walked to subway and got some sandwiches and then watched re-runs of community, which made me feel better. it’s hard to be upset when troy and abed are building a blanket fort. and then i got to chat with my cousin who’s getting married in december (day after my birthday) about wedding stuff, etc. and it made me feel so much better (& i’m a bridesmaid, was officially asked!). 

sometimes i get really really homesick. it’s hard being away from everything i know and everyone i love. i love moscow and zak and our life and friends here, but being an adult and being away from familiar territory can be scary and overwhelming. it was so great to talk with sasha and relax with zak, it made me feel a lot better. i’m just trying to make it to my vacation to california in two and a half weeks, and this helped me cheer up a lot.